April 2009
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if it means a lot to you.
a day to remember feat. sierra kusterbeck
hiii maloree! :D
“tell me why i was looking for my vest everywhere and found it under my pillow ?”
—boni. (lol)
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“In my opinion, the best thing you can do is to find a person who loves you for exactly who you are. good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think that the sun shines out your ass. That’s the kind of person that’s worth sticking with.”
—juno (via definitlymaybe)
<3
- -i'm falling for you
- +i've been falling. i'm already on the floor.
- -no i caught you
- +aww
“i’m going to be your papprazzi”
—boni <3
“the thing about stepping off a cliff, is that sometimes you find out the fall isn’t so bad. sometimes its kind of fun, and the best part is that it may help somebody step off the cliff too.”
—samantha best; the best years
i'm hoping for you.
because you are amazing.
awwwwwww <3
- - i'm so lame.
- + i like name.
- - aww
- +the lamer the better
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“i have a permanent kool-aid smile glued to my face cause of you.”
— B
<3
- me: i tend to do or say corny things.
- b: aw, well just so you know i like corny.
“The best moments in reading are when you come across something, a thought, a feeling, a way of looking at things that you’d thought special, particular to you. And there it is set down by someone else, a person you’ve never met, maybe even someone long dead. And it’s as if a hand has come out and taken yours.”
—Alan Bennett, The History Boys, as a companion piece to ExceptForThisOne’s post (via deliberatepace)
“oh you’re the whore from the video.”
—school girl talking to silver on 90210
if a post isn't "hearted," does it exist?
(via movingalong)
if a tree falls in the forest. and no one is around to hear it. does it still make a sound ?
paramore update. ilyparamore!
junior hunior.
well, we only have a couple days left to go. i feel like we just got here… and already i’m deciding what i should pack up and take home (vs. what i’m going to trash and pretend i don’t care about). we’ve been living in a “band house” out here… all 5 of us, plus salty Brandon. it’s a modest but reasonably comfortable place. i tried to make it cozy. a candle here, a poster there. i never got around to actually haaanging the poster but it sits decoratively on my dresser. i hardly packed any clothes. i guess i knew i would shop… and i did, a little. like i needed any more tshirts! all in all, packing won’t be hard, so maybe i can put off thinking about that ’til the morning we fly out. that’s what i usually do anyways.
today was the start of all the press for the new record. what a wake-up call! it’s been a while since we’ve done real press and had people really drilling us… i have to say it was kind of fun talking about the new songs… but i don’t think we’ll ever get completely used to it. all in all, having to answer questions about the lyrics, the energy, the entire process in general, was a good way to get even more comfortable with the record we made. oh and another thing, i only had to answer one question about my hair the whole time. score.
so about these songs. what can i say? i’m stoked! i can’t wait for people to hear what we’ve done. like it or not, i’m prouder than ever. mostly because i don’t believe it happened. we made a record that is exactly what we set out to make. there’s fast, there’s slow, and in-between… happy, angry, desperate and over it. and i can’t believe it’s real.
when i started writing for the album, i was really nervous about my role and what my opinions were worth now-a-days. i figured, who is going to care what i have to say? we had a pretty successful record, we tour in a bus, buddy-up with mtv, and we recorded for the twilight soundtrack… no one wants to hear me whine. especially now! but hey, i still have a lot to say. i’m still capable of getting hurt… and capable of hurting other people… i’m still human, so i have to get it all out. i ignored the insecurities and then all the sudden, the songs were done. then, i found myself looking back on the beginning of this process as if it never existed. like the songs were just there the whole time.
most of the songs you’ll hear have to do with friendship. in fact, this is the first paramore album that wasn’t written mostly about love relationships. i have made a lot of friends and i’ve lost a lot of friends over the past couple years… and it’s all gonna be there for you to dissect. i think, too, that the past couple years were some of the first times in a while that i’ve felt the burn of other people’s ignorance… a lack of patience and a quickness to judge. it forced me to “grow up” and realize what’s real. who’s worth the pain and who’s not. i’m most proud of these lyrics because they were the healer. a couple of these songs and their lyrics acted like some kind of therapist… forcing our band to talk out the true issues we’ve dealt with.. both as a band and personally. i owe a lot to these songs! of course, i’m nervous about putting it all out there on the table… but what else is there to do!? i’m just as excited to hear people’s thoughts.
i gotta get to bed. more posts later!
love,
hayls bayls. (hells bells, get it?)
ps. “you don’t deserve a point of view if the only thing you see is you”
Totally smitten :)
“Took my tukkus up that trail”
—Old man at AA. Haha
i'm numb.
its a weird mindset i have.
i don’t know how to explain it.
its like i miss the feelings of a relatoinship.
and then i’m fine just the way i am.
i don’t know what to feel.
whoever i go out with next, please be worth fucking while.
she wants to know why?
she won’t find out.
she should know what she did.
worst shady betrayal friends could ever do.
i was left wondering.. even though it happened a while ago already.
why ?
Coincidence or truth? What Does Your Month Of Birth Tell About You? →
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1997:
I can tell you, I don’t know if I should be happy being born in January. But it is eerily accurate.
DamnNOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises.
High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.pretty spot-on, if you ask me.
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.pretty accurate, somethings are exactly like me but others not so much
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.so true, except for the “loves children” part.
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be
quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.Everything but “Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things” is true. The more nonsensical the better imo.
aha I’m exactly what it says (january if anybody wants to know)
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn
hello wilderness
i’m oscar :] how are you?
hey there :) i’m maloree. i’m doing rly good. how about you?
i like that name, its cute. :] i’m doing good as well, just a bit cold here. where are you on the planet ? i’m in southern california
aw well thank you. i’m also in southern california hah. it’s sunny but kinda cold here too.
hmm what part ? i’m in the san fernando valley. do you have aim ?
hello wilderness
i’m oscar :] how are you?
hey there :) i’m maloree. i’m doing rly good. how about you?
i like that name, its cute. :] i’m doing good as well, just a bit cold here. where are you on the planet ? i’m in southern california
haha.
- sis: how's my hair look ?
- me: *snickered.
- sis: what?
- me: you look like you're trying to be the lead singer of we the kings.
please.
let this loan come through for me.
i need this car.
i’ll be set for a good while when i have it.
hello wilderness
i’m oscar :] how are you?
Most Bizarre Suicide →
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At the 1994 annual awards dinner given by the American Association for Forensic Sciences, AAFS President Don Harper Mills astounded his audience in San Diego with the legal complications of a bizarre death. Here is the story…
On March 23 the medical examiner viewed the body of Ronald Opus and concluded that he died from a gunshot wound of the head caused by a shotgun. Investigation to that point had revealed that the decedent had jumped from the top of a ten story building with the intent to commit suicide. (He left a note indicating his despondency.) As he passed the 9th floor on the way down, his life was interrupted by a shotgun blast through a window, killing him instantly. Neither the shooter nor the decedent was aware that a safety net had been erected at the 8th floor level to protect some window washers, and that the decedent would not have been able to complete his intent to commit suicide because of this…
Ordinarily a person who starts into motion the events with a suicide intent ultimately commits suicide even though the mechanism might be not what he intended. That he was shot on the way to certain death nine stories below probably would not change his mode of death from suicide to homicide, but the fact that his suicide intent would not have been achieved under any circumstance caused the medical examiner to feel that he had homicide on his hands…
Further investigation led to the discovery that the room on the 9th floor from whence the shotgun blast emanated was occupied by an elderly man and his wife. He was threatening her with the shotgun because of an interspousal spat and became so upset that he could not hold the shotgun straight. Therefore, when he pulled the trigger, he completely missed his wife, and the pellets went through the window, striking the decedent.
When one intends to kill subject A, but kills subject B in the attempt, one is guilty of the murder of subject B. The old man was confronted with this conclusion, but both he and his wife were adamant in stating that neither knew that the shotgun was loaded. It was the longtime habit of the old man to threaten his wife with an unloaded shotgun. He had no intent to murder her; therefore, the killing of the decedent appeared then to be accident. That is, the gun had been accidentally loaded…
But further investigation turned up a witness that their son was seen loading the shotgun approximately six weeks prior to the fatal accident. That investigation showed that the mother (the old lady) had cut off her son’s financial support, and her son, knowing the propensity of his father to use the shotgun threateningly, loaded the gun with the expectation that the father would shoot his mother. The case now becomes one of murder on the part of the son for the death of Ronald Opus…
Further investigation revealed that the son became increasingly despondent over the failure of his attempt to get his mother murdered. This led him to jump off the ten story building on March 23, only to be killed by a shotgun blast through a 9th story window.
The medical examiner closed the case as a suicide.
OH MY GOD
i have heard this before somewhere… i love it, fascinating.
I love the story, although it’s fake. Sorry to burst anyone’s bubble.
