i must be dreaming.
good night. <3
verge of tears.
you’re a disease.
you’ll never break me down.
your hate for me is such a waste of time.
you fucking betrayed me when i trusted you with my life.
i practically loved this guy when you asked if me if you could date him.
was i supposed to say “no”? it wouldn’t have mattered at this moment anymore.
because this precise moment was when the downfall of our friendship
began. you had already fucked him when you asked me
for some kind of permission to date him.
fuck you and you know
what? just cause he mentioned being with me if he were to ever be with a guy is no reason to basically hate me for life. i never did anything to hurt you. you let a guy inspire you with the biggest amount of hate and spite that i’ve ever witnessed in a single person. all i have to say is fuck you bitch. karma is coming for you quick. maybe the fact that dustin john pacheco is cheating on you(vanessa vega) with andrea hotchkiss is the bad karma. he will never be yours. he has no heart and i warned you even after you fucked me over bitch. fuck you and your bullshit. if the extra bad karma for this final straw is me coming for you then so be it. i’ve never hated someone this long and this much.
- Name/Tumblr link: oscar/ http://lvesckmelody.tumblr.com
- Month/year of most recent Disneyland visit: jan/10
- People with whom your most recent visit was with: friends
- Year and/or age of first Disneyland visit: ‘93 i was about 4
- Favorite ride(s): peter pan, big thunder mountain
- Least favorite ride (if there is one!): n/a
- Longest time you waited in line for a ride - & name the ride!: hr, space mountain
- Favorite “Land” or other place in Disneyland: fantasyland
- Favorite character for a photo op: Mickey Mouse
- Average number of rides visited in one trip: attempt at all with anxiety passes :D
- Are you an Annual Passport holder?: YES.
- Are you a Pin Trader?: eh.. a tinyyyy bit.
- Favorite souvenir ever purchased: yoda backpack
- Best Disneyland snack/meal: Churros
- How many times have you visited Disneyland in your entire lifetime?: lost count
- Do you camp out and save your spot for parades, shows & fireworks?: no just like 20min before and make our way through for a good spot to see :D
- Miscellaneous fact about yourself and Disneyland/favorite memory: i never get tired of peter pan the ride :D / when i left disneyland on my first visit i had a peter pan action figure that was so awesome !
i feel inspired.
all these emotions.. i dont want them to get the best of me…..
just not yet.
that everyone thinks your depressed..
but really you’re doing it for attention. whore.
So in ‘like’ with you.
My ipod knows me too well. I fucking love it. My emotions are wired. Butterflies and all that good shit. And my ipod (named jason btw) is playing all the right tunage
Really its just another day, but E made it special. He time he spent with me meant a lot. It wasn’t corny or anything, which is probably the best part.
I remember what you wore on the first day.
But I’ve got a valentine.
Was supposed to mark my coming out when completed. I did that last summer and didn’t finish it. Its long belonged on my wrist for a while now.
Yeah. Duno what’s come over me. I like it so much. Don’t want it to stop. Right now its a seed planted in the dirt.. its only a seed. The way we see it is it blossoming into something so meaningful. Being on the same page is something that makes me happy. You make me feel a happy no one can make me feel…..this happiness hasn’t been around in a really long time. I’m glad I’m able to be this real with you and its mutual. The feelings are there. Taking this slow is the best decision we made. Thank you for the happiness I’m feeling.
Your smile is embedded in my memory.
I picked you out in a crowd of a thousand faces. Yeah I found you.